…off they said that I got killed But I am living still. I was a dam builder across the river deep and wide Where steel and water did collide A place called Boulder on the wild Colorado I slipped and fell into the wet…

…Feel it rush in your brain Like lightning breaks the sky Stand alone and die raising arms Wishing you could stop Wishing you could stop Wishing you could stop Wishing I bet you ain't never ended Your day way like this…

…There is no turning back from this unending path of mine Serpentine and back it stands before my eyes To hell and back, it will lead me once more It's all I have as I stumble in and out of grace I walk through the…

…main road, at work and home, you love no-one, you dont even know, when you cross the line. You all have your shelters, its your home, unless someone brakes it, you come and go, the mood is all, the same storms over the years, wedding nights, at the restaurants, as earlier years.…

…nothing Our life is like a black river running In your storm on the way I'm drowning and it's not what I wanted If you change ...it stays the same What if all comes down tonight I won't be the only one Can't find a…

…night shall take me now I am breathing underwater came on this is moment this is passing phase my body come on your phase I am tearing like a day in my fingers cross the line no one just you see inside hammering…

…, so afraid. Being raped again, and again, and again I know I will die alone. But loved. You live long enough to hear the sound of guns, long enough to find yourself screaming every night, long enough to see your friends…