…X-mas now anyway Tell me will you remember me that day When you've found a new one who's better than I ever was I'll be dead by X-mas now anyway Please give all my things away They'll make great X-mas presents for you…

…die a scarless man A lonely soul (Tell me now what to do) I studied silence to learn the music I joined the sinful to regain innocence Heaven queen, cover me In all that blue Little boy, such precious joy Is dead to the…

…This lifeless soil Barren of good thoughts Scorched By grudge and grief Doomed to linger on Wandered aimlessly Blinded By their lies Now I raise my head And sword When shadows steal the light Fire Desire Denial In my…

…this autumn, I fall With the leaves from the trees I play dead To hide my heart Until the world, gone dark, fades away I cry like God cries the rain and I'm just one step away from the end of today I see the reasons…

…how I feel So come on and show me how bad you can be You don't just make my heart skip a beat (you make it stop) There's no way out, you'll be the death of me You make me drop dead, on the floor I lose all my self…

…down All the tales are told All the orchids gone Lost in my own world Now I care for dead gardens My song is little worth anymore Time to lay this weary pen aside The play is done (The play is done) The curtain's…

…I'll be gone No one will argue if I leave it unsaid And no one will see me if I keep playing dead I'm black when it's dark and I'm white when it's snowing I stand back when they call for the volunteers to step in I sleep…

…Despair has a face and all these wounds remain unhealed Blessed to kill and enslaved are all hearts around love's will Thrilled to start all over again Crawl down Dead Lovers' Lane The maze of memories stained And suck…