…I love you boy…

…I…

…Staring at shapes disgust, looking up and down and focusing. Wonders of a dark smile, Seeking stuff in the mirror. I find myself alone. I hide from myself. I don’t like company. It's a shame that I’m alone Seems to me…

…And I ask myself could my sun still shine. When bitter greed still wails in my veins. Did I accomplish my mission with divinity? When my soul and mind said no to me. Pain, gain, I wear my bomb with dignity Greed, stain…

…You all love your friends at schools, its social, you meet people, for different schools, you all have the same educations, I have the same doc friends, as earlier lifes, you all have the same world, here, as yesterday…

…tää öisin valvottaa Ilman sua iholla en osaa nukahtaa Yritän vihaa mut kaipaan vaan Sä et tiedä puoliikaan Onks myöhäistä toivoo et sua kaduttaa Ei-e-e-ee Ei-jee-jee-ee Ei-e-e-ee Ei-jee-e-ee Yritän vihaa mut kaipaan…

…I have my childhood friend, they are kind, nice to be with good friends, you cant really brake peoples bones, you like golden cut, breaking everybodies bones. you dont let them to do their work, you are so hyperactive…

…ois aamuun asti aikaa? Hei tuutko mukaan? Täst illast tulee ee-ee-ee-eeppinen Mitä ikinä tahdot me teemme sen Täst illast tulee ee-ee-ee-eeppinen Tänään meitä ei kiinnosta huominen Ee-ee-ee-eeppinen... Mitä ikinä sä…

…You all like army lifes, they need kids, and romance in their lives, you have seen, every kind of life, ' this is like a finnish climat, ' all the time. You have the new friends, i dont know who you see, or how you…