You think, life end to the 40s for you people are just harm, you want to sit there like a teen, watching tv with your new guy.

I never had such a time, life in different cities is different, that doesnt interest you, travelling alone as a women, is not a game, people chose their lifes, everything is for you too late.

Nowadays everything ends later, than old days, i dont know, how was it earlier, i have no money to spent dreams, or experiences, its rich peoples game.