You go, but it is just fine, i am not so attached to people, i dont like pain or sorrow, you like to live like that, you really want different lives, you thing other people have no live.

You really admire academic field, all the ordenary people seen to have fun, you just play with you chicks, then you are just too old, and bitter, you are not young anymore, you think, that people dont work.

Its like in some holiday, you dont get much, you like city life, these people just run their old lifes, they are linked to their families, they really like it.