…Sometimes I am just lucky, everything is easy, you just have gained it, its just like a flow, you can just nail it all. Do you know this is a tiny land, in somewhere else, you have just a riskier land, my cousins like…

…I just tough of writing you a birthday card, and invite you to a visit. I dont know what you do nowadays, do you have a family of your own. It just reminds me of our time together, those good days, we where spending…

…I write to myself, I am mtv generation, its my friend, i do everything myself, there is not much aid, I have no friends. You all still have your cosy lifes, in vienna its really a city style, grinzing wineyards and…

…I just need to see you, they want to seel all the energy from you, nothing is really left for me, they do it easily, they dont fight, but they have lunatics life. They do what ever suits them, I dont want to know, what…

…You all have your own degrees, you gain no money, for ordinary people it seems to be more easy, they still like to run after money, you and you child sit home, a man carries you the money. You all wait for sumething…

…SAY HEI, DO YOU VERE WANT TO SEE IT ALL, DO YOU EVER WANT TO FEEL VARIATION OF SORROW, DO YOU JUST WANT TO BE A HAPPY, HAPPY, OR HAVE A DEEPER INPACT AND PLAY A COUPLE. DO YOU EVER WANT TO KNOW ME FOR REAL, OR DO YOU…

…You all have a kartell life, 'you really have a rude adtions, all life time, you prevent, life, wal, talk, you prevent my work, love or see the kids, you never do what i want, you play with your criminal friends, the…

…play with women, all day long, i am a city girl, you like your car and travel around, the countryside. You all have a child, you are bound to that love, you are reallynot interested of, anything else than talk, so you spend your days, when other people have different work.…

…cities lifestyle, I dont know what you have to give, its just a poor lifestyle, to give a child nothing, just a life. They life their lives like Nannys, its what you do to earn your living. I have tried to go forward…