…Its like a reflection, the motions are so, in surface, you dont like your company, she is icy, like a stone. you have a mans life, its not like mother and child, you get bored easily, looking for fun, to seek something…

…, its not rich area, you have your space, you really like this kind of life, i am not keen n it, i like international love.…

…, I dont want to see these people no more, they are always teasing me, we all are already adults, seems that they havent grown up at all, just going downwards for sure. The life here is not the big city life, where…

…easy, you dont get fatiguee, your work is like that, you need that thing, you have always been easy, you really like nothing, just cup of coffee and mens dick. you dont like to do the work at all, some people have an easý living, they dont complain about is, lonely women, are just pain in everything, they are not bound to anything.…

…Mariska: This bruise huh?, "I dunno where it came from", even tho it was one nurse/caretaker, I'm not sure if he got some kicks when he forced in to same wc-booth, I yelled get out so he confused my face to a mop…

…I just want to stay home, during these winter days, it is so cold outside, i dont like the place. You can come home, to show, what have you learned during the years, work life in Helsinki, is quite fun, you see a lot…

…not your thing. self - sentered people want everything "to me". You have a better life, life feels light, no burden of children, You can come and go, just to live your dream, you have it.…

…End of the Winter End of the coldness End of the day Crows come to this forest Flies through this woods Over the dark water Where ice will die soon Winter surrenders finally Spring rises it's wings Unleash sun's burning…