Do you know, how you hurt me. Does it make everything later easier? Do you think I really forget. You have chosen your turns to call it negligence. Do you think time will soften the woons? You you think I forgive you?

Do you think baby and marriage make me forget it all? Do you think that kind of stat is healthy and carries far? How far you want to push me, what do you want me to say.

I want to see you naked. Nobody on the sheets, packing me up. Nobody in the house, seeing if I have gone too far. Your selffish ego has ruined it all, again, what happened, to the faith ad family dreams.

Trust is hard to build it up again, with some trust maybe it carries again. Men after men you want new horses, have you lost the innocence to the bad selfestime.

Do you think it all goes back like it all was in the start? Bright and shiny in the beginning like a diamant and or cold as northern light.. I can see it all from your face, you have been hurt many times, but you go forward anyway.

I just want to get a family and settle down. I want to get it like every other wife. You have a period of shooting your own foot, dont you ever get enough of that, or even enough food?

You must really like to get hurt, its just for you a beginning of a new fun. Not to get deep emotiones, it is just a new show, showing girls the housedoors. Playing like a new Napoleon.

Its hard to get a rid of narsism, it gets so far into the skin and soul, that you can ease it in nights, at bars to get some feeling of hedomism. I call it human kind of fundalism. The soul without a heart.