…been looking a way or spell to resist an abusive nurse/caretaker and though an escape in a world of adults, in at children's prison (=foster home) there is not one. Day after day It walks endless hallways and to It nurses…

…? Rage and rebel behavior, just one chance to fit in. Too easy to get, too hard to loose who am I to choose? I wanted revelation, you gave me devastation. My love is your creation, hold on for a while. Go on and shake…

…RUSSIAN ROULLET, THERE IS RULES LIKE, IN THE BULLETS. THROUGH THE TELEPATHY, YOU CAN HEAR THE PEOPLE TO TALK. ITS ILLEGAL, YOU ADMIT IT OR NOT, WITHOUT PERMITS YOU DO NOTHING, ITS THE RIGHTS OF A HUMAN, OBTEINED BY A…

…you, I give you personal attention as you always desired of me, personal attention is what you demand of me. Personal attention gives you joy, personal attention acn not be avoid, personal attention gives you all you desire in life for.…

…You all have the same kind of lifestyles, you do to work, and slip of the raw violance, agains the kids and wifes, you roll the same circle like in muslim countries, the women have some product value, even the own block…

…there To fight my fears When I'm in doubt You make sure To take me back Out of the war No matter what I crash into I always know One thing is true I will never be alone You half-way-stay I will never be alone Life jacket…

…Got a secret Can you keep it Swear this one you'll save Better lock it, in your pocket Taking this one to the grave If i show you then i know you won't tell what i said Cause two can keep a secret If one of them is dead…

…I am not looking for, a warrior of broken hearted, I just need a shelter, where to rest, after all the cosy moments, after turbulence, after, when it all started. Was it a New Year 2019, I cant remember it, after that…